I cried like heavy rain when I performed Terawih prayer. I hope nobody would see me in that way. I know the meaning of Surah Al-Fatihah and that makes me more sad. Tears dropped non-stop. In this Holy Month of Ramadhan, I want to seek for something from my God ( Allah ), but I have made many sins. I feel ashamed I still can ask something from Him after I have done so many sins. Ya Allah Ya Rabbi... please open my heart. Indeed, I'm a faith beggar. I'm poor and hoping for Your givings.